Lost Essence

Six months today, seems just like the first or forever; Hard to decide Many Ups and downs, Going through rollercoasters or sailing on wind we stand together Time may seem less But we have come a long way Glancing back through my shoulder I see miles of memories We will still fight, cry and be upset with each other Important is, no matter what we would always have each other's back There will never be THE END in our story just a simple, HAPPILY FOREVER ....

Time Heals All Wounds ........BULLSHIT You start saying its been months now, i m fine now but the reality is you’re scared to tell people how much it hurts, so you keep it all to yourself. You cover scars with " i am fine". you say you're fine but you're going insane. you say you feel good but you're in a lot of pain. You say it’s nothing but it’s really a lot. you say you're okay but y ou're not. your heart becomes a garden with high walls raised around it which no one can cross or see across. Its not like you have not tried getting over it but somewhere sometime out of the blue this feeling comes and hits you hard, that tornado of sadness engulfing you. you get upset again feeling sad,depressed and hurt; numb . Sadness can not be measured when you have been crying for hours . Its when your tears have dried, pain in your hurt is tearing u apart but not a single tear escapes your eyes, so numb u have become....